Observation of stregnth

while some women out right hate

and chose to degrade other women

those who seek to be unique

but when find one who is can't stand them because they aint

so they hate

while those women focus on others

i chose to focus on myself

i chose to focus on my mental physical and spiritual health

to blissed to stress as i child of the most high i abundantly receive

blessings anointed by the blood of my ancestors flowing through my vains

i receives signals

signals that carry messages telling me to elevate

beyond the confines of this dimension and existence it self

i levitate with the force of life called spirit

and i resonate with the vibrations of essence itself

om i chant while sending cosmic tonal messengers of my inner-g

to balance the unwell

and when my enemies rise up although i may be righteous i give them hell

to war with the feminine principal manifested in the physical from you must have fell

and bumped your head so hard that you can't tell

who you raise the questions of war to

i am the one who deplores you

but let you reign as long as you have

don't you ever forget any of that

i ALLOWED you to exist for the time that you have

and when i so chose i will send you right the fuck back

to from which you came

so as i spit this flame

remember, who i am and have always been and will for ever chose to be

for as long as you ride in ignorance you will never be able to see

that your greatest enemy is you and never was me

Blessed Moments Closest to The Pain

its true my life aint been no crystal stair

but its each overcome obstacle thats brought me here

through out my life the many things ive learned have always counted most

when the stakes were high and i couldn't boast

of situations fair or under control

the highest intentions of achieving my goals

the most stress put upon the urgency to survive

through these situations ive come out alive

when the pain was gruesome and the moments lonely

and the world outside had no way to console me

i rose in hopes of touching the other side

i rose with intentions of my pride

my proud faith of what i could achieve

if the belief i held was just in me

The illusion

fact is an illusion

its how you react that gives power to it

if your logic is intact then you'll see right through it

ancient knowledge that you lack makes it more prudent

the news is to get over what's been holding you back

the constant complaining is gonna never get you free

"look what this one is doing to me"

please my people got more power in our right pinky toe

its just a crying shame that we dont know

cause its how we been trained to just let things go

our imbalance of the brain continues to grow

while the time on the clock continues to race

how many times will it be thrown in your face

are you waiting for the answer to fall out the sky?

are you waiting for another one of our people to die?

if you dont wake up now then when will it be

if you cant handle it now truth then how will you get free

and why in the fuck are you looking at me

shit i can't help you, have you learned nothing at all

how many times will you continue to fall

for the same old bs, that your savior is coming you just have to wait

when will your realize you control you own fate

and the savoir you seek is deep inside

its just waiting on you to realize...

Message of Forgivness

All dis-ease comes from imbalance, most of the time imbalance of the heart.

The powerful effects of our emotions at times, can tare us apart.

But today my spirit spoke and she told me

to forgive the pain of others and i'd be set free.

See forgiving is letting go of all the pain

because you understand that you can rise again.

And this time you'll be even better than before

for the experience you've gained now can help you sore.

And when you let go of the fear of pain,

its always true that you can heal again.

So we must heal our hearts to truly be set free

And it all starts inside you and inside me

So when it comes to pain just let it go

and you'll be amazed at how much your spirit will grow

Our Last Stand: Love

beware cause many say they have love but its infatuation

too proud to be patient, not many can seem to wait but

we must cause it takes more than just lust to build a nation

love is a matter a trust and you must build that

with so much stress in the world

its a wonder any of us can even give that

fathom or understand it with so much hate on this planet

many of us never seen true love

and its the saddest thing cause its a matter of

building with out instruction,

so many just cause destruction in the face of not know what true love is

and this causes the illest of woes

with out guidance many of us just seem to grow old

with out anyone to call our own,

you calling yourself king or queen but alone you can sit on your thrown

or build an empire with only yourself

nation building 101 after the acquisition of wealth

you must produce heirs and raise them as royalty

so they can see it's too their nation that they hold loyalty

man, woman, and child united as one

hold greater power than that of a gun

A War for Inner-peace

i'd like to think the day is kind,

to those who seek to clear their minds,

of fog brought by unexpected storms

that seem to kick up when no one warns

But, the mystery of misery was often revealed to me

in moments when i didn't think i had the strength

and what i truly learned was

each one has their turn at

battling their demons to the death

In victory i swung my sword of determination

even though i was excessively out of breath

"The champion your heart knew

was always deep inside you"

Something inside me reassuringly said

So with the strength my heart gained

in reaction to the pain

i swung the sword and all my demons fled

In that moment i realized

they were only seen by my eyes

an illusion that was only in my head

infinite connections

as my heart bleeds for you it takes no prisoners...

the rivalry of hope and doubt may linger

but the truth of our love remains

imbedded into aspects of myself i still have yet to realize 'you complete me

and with infinite connections we ride upon the cosmic clouds that clung to our hearts

forever it was i beside eye

king of my soul

champion of my strength

triumph in the name of our ancestors

and succeed with the power of spirit and wit

My sentiments exactly

removing physical barriers connected to the mind

hard to move on when its all intertwined

when drive is held back by the things you do

it gets kind of hard to see your way through

but i slew, all forms and presence of doubt

with fire intent i burn it all out

with my intelligence i learn about

what cures all of my pain

the truth inside not hidden by rain

or societal lies

cause none of you have seen life through my eyes

or none of you seem to care when the heavens cry

so verily i openly manifest

the greatness of life's hardest test

COZMIK $#!+

so many rules none but followed

swallowed by the abyss in fortunes time

have my rhyme, by nine, on time

swinger sway on cloudy days but what do devils do

hopelessness hopers says the closer i get to you

its mystical, the way we cool

down the earth then heat it back up

cyclers cycling on some cozmik puff

its i who stay on some cozmik stuff

enchanted by enhancing profound picture frames

contemplating deeper than what's in a name

what's inside by divine right

inherent divine flight

and compliment my visions of 3rd eye sight

its not for you to get it right

drinking by the cup of my mother

figures circle dark circles on the eve

but i crave the attention of the pavement

if its safe then i would like to make a statement

be patient...

combing through the left over vessels of recessive compulsion

i work this feeble language like tides of the ocean

devotion

hidden in plain moans

it is because i say so

so make it known

and make it shown

LIVE! like it was me who told you to breathe

and talk like hope and time want you to leave

The Calling

they told me they would come for me in the night

with arms open wide and heart gripped tight

thrown from the body my spirit unfurled

they made me ancient, now i speak pearls

ancient wisdom courses through my veins

purging toxins to release me from pain

visions of life when i close my eyes

stars hidden behind freedom, jewels behind pride

on the angles wings i ride

but to nothing i am tied

rebellious to everything even matters of time

they called me by moonlight and showed me the signs

truth of my trustfulness hidden by light

grieving for the lost was only the start

things must be ordered by clarity of heart

by energy in motion which knows no time

by truth and devotion which knows no rhyme

I harkened thee from the darkness when two became one

you answered with light beams and now all is done